Haven't been posting for a very long time. Been so freaking busy with everything. Ever since my beloved boyfriend left, I've tried to keep myself as busy as possible. Been tied down with stuffs involving school and smac especially. Life is so mundane without baby. And school is such a bitch. My weekly routine is just school, smac, training, ballet & hanging out. But thank God I have my friends with me.


Flashback, back to the 30th June;


This date may not be special to anyone at all. But it is definitely a significant one for me. Not only my birthday, but it is our (Jieming and I) day. Yes, our 1st year anniversary. You may not be here with me, you may not be able to call me but your actions and emails were enough to keep me going. To at least bring away the sadness and loneliness of this day. Studying on my birthday for the last MST paper was already bad enough, and with you away, it was worst. But I truly appreciate how thoughtful you were, when you pre-ordered a bouquet and asked for it to be sent to my door. No words could describe my feelings when I read the card and saw my favorite flowers, specially from you. Your actions does speak louder than words. And the flowers kept me smiling through the night <3

I can't believed one year passed by so quickly. All the times we had, enjoying each other's company almost every single day, just passed by like that. Be it happy, sad, angry moments, we made it through. Always believing, always telling one another, "Hope, Faith, Trust, Believe in us". Yes US, for we see our future, lying ahead of us. I pray every night, for you to be safe in the ocean, for you to come back safely in my arms, another 5 months later, my dearest sailor. Keeping you in my heart, everyday. I love you darling <3


And so dearest wasn't here with me, but I surely did have great company with my friends around. Thursday after papers, met Dylan + Bungy gang at town. Studied (yes, on my birthday)  -_- and had dinner with family. Friday after papers, spent time with classmates at Cityhall area. Went Kuishin-Bo for buffet, thanks so much guys for the wonderful lunch and present + movie together. Rushed down to Vivo to meet family for steamboat and so on~ *I am very lazy to upload the pictures*


And Saturday, finally, a meet up with my IJ girls at night. Dinner at Waraku (shocked to see keefe) and off to Helipad for a night filled with drinks + dancing. Thanks for the birthday shot + Urban Decay Palette and Vouchers, love you girls so much!! Luckily no puking or hangover on Sunday. Went out for awhile with lovely BJ, miss him so much :) *Pictures from clarissa's camera*




Hehehe and that's how I celebrated my birthday. 4 days of fun, laughter, company and tadahhh I'm 9teen and still living. For this, I thank God for all the blessings he has given me, for I have grown up healthily, safely and happily for 19 years as well as giving me such a cool family and great friends, always by my side. Amen.


And because I went Bangkok a week before MSTs, I haven't had enough time to complete studying everything. Stressed and rushed like fuck. So, I shall thank God too, for the almost amazing but still lousy results. *Waving goodbye to gpa 4* lololol. 


Ending this post with pictures of my beloved sailor, onboard APL Cairo. 5 months more, till you return. 






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