ahh. i think my mummy and daddy is really very very irritating. rarr. nothing really much happened. NO MORE AMERICA. yay. then yeah. band on friday. heh i dont like. i really dont like it now. esp there's ___ inside. why does she still come back. she is damn irritating and always scolding me like shit. im not in her section somemore. sickening la. spoil my mood. all she do is ask my name and start scolding like wth? go and die. talked to andreanna on the phone at eleven last night. then she called me in the morning again. i think we cant talk non stop. there's like so many things to talk about. conference with heh. then yeah felt better. messaged cherie lim alot. yeah. THANKYOU ((:

everything is just happening again. when will it ever stop. i really feel like leaving this place and lead my own life all by myself. having a new enviroment and all. but now. i think its useless. i still wanna go america now. i really really feel like going. but how. people here dont even fuck care how i feel. all they do is just laugh. is that the correct way? nobody ever bother about how i feel, they just come to me and say and after that? leave me all alone to figure out. whats the point. you make me feel like a total idiot. leaving me in the corner to cry )):

woke up at seven-thirty this morning. went for the wedding ceremony. then going again later at 6. for the dinner. i dont wanna go. is like i dont like my daddy's relative. all they say is whao! you so dark already. whao! big girl already arh. so tall. must listen to mummy. like err? just shut up man. why do they keep repeating themselves like a tape recorder. ahh )):

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