okay number one husbanddddd! :D im sorry okay cause i didnt love you, and everything and you were so crazy then you deleted my love ): you better put it back and i will put too. anyway thank you dear, love you <3>

school was fucking bad, those bloody hell stuffs, but it seems so much happier cherie didnt come, and after everything, things are better now when she's not in school. 2 periods of geog, pe i cant play volleyballly well anymore, something seem to be distracting me and i scored badly for the test, but nevermind. had netball during recess, von was telling me about _____ calling my name non stop, i love you hahaha! :D chinese, lit and science nothing happened, everythign was peaceful. went to eat with clarissa, havent been doing that for a long time until i finally left her and get back to my own friends <3>
now to those important ones thank you for everything, you guys totally rocked but really i felt mean and bad ever since DUMDUM told me about starting the anti-society thing, but maybe it can be a way to yeah.

you meant the things you said to make me cry, It's hard to forget, did you regret all these mistakes. you should know why im leaving you, But you know i must have my reasons. after all this while, i still cant forget. you tried so hard just to get hold, but im sorry im going to let go.

Was I invading in on your secrets?

Was I too close for comfort?

you're pushing me out when I wanted in

What was I just about to discover

When I got too close for comfort, driving you home?

Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names into the sand

And told me you loved me?

Now that I find that you've changed your mind, I'm lost for words,

And everything I feel for you, I wrote down on one piece of paper,

the one in your hand You won't understand how much it hurts to let you go.

All this time, you've been telling me lies,

Hidden in bags that are under your eyes,

And when I asked you, I knew I was right,

But if you turn your back on me, now

When I need you most, But you chose to let me down, down, down

Won't you think about what you're about to do to me and back down?

YOU YOU & YOU, people told me to read your blog, at first i wasnt even bothering (you?) its damn out of point but i did, your post seems like an entertaining channel and a place to bang. every single post since that day seems very interesting,what made me post about you is your dearest post about me. well, asking me to leave your friends alone, did i even bother them i dont even talk to any of them. like _____ was asking me why i wore fbt, pretending like i didnt hear anything i totally ignored. i dont even talk to any of them, all i said was to clarissa, i didnt say to any of them directly, you all was the one who overheard and its like non of your business. talking about the past, it was really nice and joyful when we went home and talked nonsense, sharing things and chatting but i even if i want it back, it would never be the same. im not blaming you for doing things with her, thats what friends are for but she herself should know what esle she did, but you can have her now cause its then end for us, its gone and i just yeah with her. you might not know everything, but you should know most cause im sure she did tell you, but me & you should not talk anymore, maybe pretending we dont know each other is so much better. i dont know why we drifted apart so much compared to the past, but most probably its because we have our own things which are much more important, and no time to spare for each other. we were close, as you said i will just walk you home automatically, i will laugh and ask you about things, going for lunch, meeting after cca, reading each other's messages, i cared so much for you. you even made jelly and everything, and the drawing of flower and meaningful words around it. i can never forget them, its still with me. i guess the both of us got nothing to talk about anymore, and maybe i wont even care about you anymore. however all i know is that i didnt do anything to your friends, and i dont hate you as much as her. though i still have a favour from you, but i know its hopeless asking so leave everything alone.

anyway thank you good friend for always being there to help (: you immediately answered my call when it only rang once, i love you.

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