stayed at home the whole day yesterday, cherie came over :D band today, i wasnt late for the first time! :D did not do drills today (: im starting to hate breathing exercises, met misskoh on the way then bused with her to tbp, she told me my teachers next year ): though its not confirmed but MOST LIKELY TO BE, i dont want ): i dont like them. char's not back yet, its like almost 8 (: but she called me just now, so cute okay! the OBM people are back, still at the custom. but i could hear over the conversation, those kiddies are very happy, damn noisy :/



after everything, you're still lying to me. maybe i shouldnt care, but you just cant stop lying. i dont mind you doing whatever you want to, but at least stop lying to me, im just a big fat fool. i purposely got angry so easily, time after time yet, you're not reacting. all you do was to say sorry when its not even your fault. i dont know how to get rid of you, i told you a few times that i want this to stop, yet you insisted not to. i tried to be very mean to you, i WAS very mean to you yet you didnt take it hardly. you keep giving in to me, you keep wasting your time and money and everything on me, i dont want this to carry on. SCOLD me now, scold me for behaving like that.

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